What i know is now, i don't want to continue this type of life anymore. I want my future to be nothing to worry about. Can let me try once? This may be the last time from what i want. Never try never knows how's the out come, may be will be happy of what i doing. this may be the best for me as well. i don't one everyday to worry of this and that. And i will be stingy from today onwards, if i dont be stingy then everybody will take advantage. ~